A little disclaimer, I wrote this two years ago a month after I got out of a three-year relationship. This came from my old blog (which got deleted), and my friends who have read this before kept requesting for me to publish this again. I can’t believe how much time had passed since I wrote this, crying and struggling to put into words what I was feeling. Don’t get me wrong though, I’m in a better place now (lol, wow?) enjoying being able to take time for myself and pretty much do whatever I want without having to answer to anyone. These days I’m trying to juggle med school, spending time with family and friends, and working towards self-improvement. So here it is, the only piece I’ve ever written where I let myself be vulnerable.